Monday, March 30, 2009

The Scientific Method of Prayer.


I have recently learned there is a projected method to prayer. I have always known that there is a great measure of respect due when approaching the Lord of lords. But a pattern to follow? Seems to take away my last glimpse of approachability.

This new idea again, is tripping up my foothold. Some say to approach the heavenly father in cries of honesty and pure, childlike faith. "Daddy, hear my cry"

Others say we must follow the steps of Praise, Thanksgiving, Confess, Petition, Intercession...ect.

Some cling to their relicts, others rituatally and habitually seek their god.

Again, these contradicting voices are slicing at my roots. Are we really trying to define this motion of prayer?

Lord, teach me to pray.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

To feel again.



Bring on the silence. I've been wallowing in this painful noiseless void for far too long anyways. I am stuck here where I cannot seem to get a grip, I cannot move forward, and I cannot think outside this box.




Is this a joke? Is there something wrong with me?




So bring on the silence. I seemed to have lost my will to excel, my creativity and my thought process, which is more frustrating than one would think. Here I will perveve and push, what option do I have other than giving up? I will not give up.




all I want is to feel again.