Monday, June 15, 2009

Declare.


"Declare a major? Declare what I will be doing with my future? Psshht...not so fast. I have time to decide, I have time to think this through and discover where my gifts lie."

This was my attitude up until this point. Everything will be alright, time will tell what the future holds. BUT as I was exploring my options this heavy pressure to make a choice came over me. I was doing okay being in the group of undecided, but suddenly I feel very insecure about my future at John Brown in general. Sort of like I'm floating...

Friday, June 5, 2009

11 days, 11 hours, 41 minutes


I want to taste your food.

I want to hear your language.

I want to experience your culture.

Greece, I will be there soon, and I anticipated your beautiful scenes will take my breathe away. This I will not ignore and I will soak in like a sponge, of this you can be sure.

But to be honest, there is a deep inner fear creeping up under my excitement. A fear that YOU have intentions outside of what my intentions are for this trip. Intentions that are outside of my control. Everything in me wants to ignore these intentions of yours, but I have a feeling some things are unavoidable.